BITTER BITTER SWEET

2010 in Dubai SUCKS! BIG TIME!
As if working in a "mafia joint" ain't bad enough, I had to accept the reality of losing some great grilfriends, who packed and return to their beloved home town - Austria, Canada, Houston, Perth, Brisbane....the list goes on.
Yes, yes, yes, why don't I pack and go back to congested, overpopulated S'pore, you may wonder???!!!Well mainly because after being away for 6 years, I no longer feel I am or can be part of the ever changing country I used to call home. I did have a great 3 weeks back home in September, only because after 9 months of very unfulfilling working life, I managed to claim my well deserved time off work, but believe me, not without struggle with the bullies at work! I vowed to do as much as I can when back home, especially spend time with family, whom I have always taken for granted. It is true that "tragedies" bring you closer to the people you already love and care for. I am so glad I pushed my limits!
Also, circumstances dictate that I have to come back to the very place I want to leave.
Here's hoping a sweet 2011, and all bitter feelings will dissipate QUICKLY!!! And yes, I still have my devoted hubby, dear friends here and back in Spore and most importantly, the Almighty to help me pull through this difficult time...............
Here's to a better time ahead...............to everyone.
xxS